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Monday, 25 August 2008

  • John 12

    43 for they loved the glory that comes from man more than the glory that comes from God.

    Fear of man is an interesting, yet crippling sin to carry.  In verses 42-43, a sad revelation of the "authorities" is read and obviously perceived in their entanglement with Jesus' death.  They believed in Jesus BUT because they feared the Pharisees, "they did not confess it".  This particular case of fear of man, was so bad, that it took a life (indirectly), and all because "they loved the glory that [came] from man".  You see, what made these people in authority happy, was the gratification, contentment that came from man, they could not see how contentment from God was all satisfying.  Yes, perhaps they said it and taught it, but their hearts were far from it (Isa 29:13).

    My mind knows this and teaches it, but many times it does not hit my hard heart.  I am often easily deceived by the cares, and desires of this world. I often desire "glory that comes from man" and consciously reject the contentment God brings.  Why?  Well, 1) I am a sinner and get carried it away by my selfish desires and 2) I believe a lie.  I forget the promises God has made in his Word (Romans 8:28, Hebrews 11: 6, Ps 1:3, etc) and choose the gleaming, nice red apple (not that Eve necesarily ate an apple) and discard what my preciously LORD has said and promised through Christ his Son.  If God, "did not spare his own Son but gave him up for us all, how will he not also with him graciously give us all things?" (Rom 8:32) then how can I ever doubt his goodness.  He provided a way for me to have a relationship with him because Christ died for me, a sinner.  Without Christ, I could not approach the throne of God, but because of Christ, and his perfect obedience/life, I can put my faith in his finished work and repent of all my sins and freely approach the throne of grace (Heb 4:16).

    Lord, you are truly wonderful and all satisfying.  Forgive me for my awful neglect of your promises that you have made through your Son.  I am thankful you have saved me by your grace.  Please Father, help me to die to the crippling sin of fear of men.  You are my all and all.  In the name of Christ Jesus, amen.


Tuesday, 06 May 2008

  • Jonah 3

    vs. 5 And the people of Nineveh believed God. They called for a fast and put on sackcloth, from the greatest of them to the least of them.

    There is a Praise & Worship song called "All Things Are Possible," I've heard it sung as an exaggerated repetitious chorus (perhaps 20 times in a row!).  It's funny to me and PJ but the message of the song is that God can do the impossible.  I need to be reminded of this, although it's funny because the heavens declare the glory of God, yet I am blind to it and to the fact that he created by speaking.   Jonah ran from God believing the very opposite of the message "All Things Are Possible," he couldn't see logically why he would be sent to Nineveh and didn't want anything good to come out of there.  So instead of believing and trusting God-- he ran.  After being faced with the fact that he couldn't run from God, he finally submitted and proclaimed God's Word to Nineveh.  To the reader's amazement, and to Jonah's frustration, the city of Nineveh called for a fast and called out to the Lord.

    People changing or repenting and asking God for forgiveness is impossible, but not impossible with God's gracious help via the Holy Spirit.  I must remember this when I am discouraged with my sin, other's sin, and unbelievers that I dearly love.  God can, has, and will do the impossible.  It might not be the way I want it or picture it but it will be the best way (Isa 55:8-9). 

    Lord, thank for for doing the impossible in me.  I was an enemy who desired to put myself first always, but because of your kindness you brought and bought me out of bondage with the price of your son.  Thank you.  Help me Father to remember you can do all things and I need not impose my own thoughts of what seems fit, but trust you and know you are good always.  In Christ name, AMEN.

Friday, 25 April 2008

  • Luke 23

    When Herod saw Jesus, he was very glad, for he had long desired to see him, because he had heard about him, and he was hoping to see some sign done by him.

    When we think of ourselves being glad to see someone we usually think of the person's pleasant relational aroma they bring into our presence.  But upon reading, I just was hit with the fact that we could be glad to see someone if we see that it benefits us.  The benefits could be a variety of things.  A selfish example is if you know someone owes you money and you are in need of it, then you'd be glad to see them because of the monetary prize you'll receive. 

    Herod was "very glad" to see and meet Jesus.  But was he eager to learn about the Kingdom of God?  Was he excited about telling Jesus he believed in everything he said?  Or was it because "he was hoping to see some sign done by him"?  As we see in the latter verses, Herod began to mock him and treat him with contempt, so there was no real genuine desire to see Jesus, but a selfish desire to see Jesus as some kind of puppet. 

    Am I ever glad to see or hear of people because it sinfully benefits me?  Unfortunately, yes.  I could recall a person telling me they had a gift for me and I was so focused on the gift and the excitement that brought me, rather than the person who lovingly thought of me.  I could think back to so many incidents when my parents presence made me feel glad because I knew they'd buy me whatever I wanted.  How sad.

    When we come to church on Sunday morning we should be glad to see the people and speak to them for the sole purpose of building them up with encouragement.  I want to come to church and be intentional with being glad to see the body of Christ and take time to speak to the body of people and speak Christ living words.  Imagine if all Christ believing people did this!  What joy and what testimony it would be to outsiders, visitors, and to the body as a whole.

    Father help me to encourage the body and be encouraged by them and seek ways to do this that honors you.  May I not seek them, or they seek me. for selfish sinful purposes but for glorifing you.  In Christ name, amen.

Tuesday, 22 April 2008

  • Luke 22

    24 A dispute also arose among them, as to which of them was to be regarded as the greatest.

    There's just certain things you don't say or don't want to hear when you are in deep despair.  For example, if a couple lost their child, it would be inappropriate to say "just have another one".  As if another child would erase the heartache of losing this particular one. 

    Jesus is about to walk to his death and enter a world of physical, emotional, and spiritual pain and chastisement like no one has ever encountered.  He has just "sealed the deal" with the supper in the upper room, where he tells the disciples to do this particular ceremony "in remembrance of [him]."  He has endured so much yet not much of it had been completely understood by these fellow beloved followers.  He now would let the betrayer know he knew his plans.  Among all this internal turmoil, he hears an argument among these friends--which of them was to be regarded as the greatest.  In my mind as I read this, I thought "Really.  Do you really want to talk about who will be regarded as the greatest?  They have no idea what great means and who they are near!"  Jesus could have easily been frustrated with them, because the very thing they were disputing about (greatness), they had no idea what Jesus was about to do for mankind.  They had no idea, that the TRUE great one... is him.  But Jesus, sees a teaching opportunity, he seeks to teach the disciples what a true leader looks like...like a servant-leader...like him.  And yet with love he encourages them (vs.28-30). 

    Who is this man?  He is extraordinary!  He is Christ the King.  The one that must suffer to allow believers to be reconciled to God.  Only he could take on such dire circumstances in order to make us right with God.  What love and patience with sinners like me.

    Father thank you for being kind and loving towards me despite my slow obedience.  Forgive me for making things about me when it's ALL about your fame and glory.  I still need help understanding and rejoicing everyday for what was done on the cross for me as a sinner.  Help me Father understand and rejoice.  In Christ name, AMEN.

Wednesday, 16 April 2008

  • Luke 21

    vs. 18 But not a hair of your head will perish.

    As in a horror movie or any kind of story that begins with a distressed plot line, I eagerly wait for some kind of relief that the characters will be meet a jovial end. 

    Jesus in verses 10-19 foretells wars and persecution for those who will follow him.  As I began to read verse 10 and the following, I began to have shortness of breath because of the distressing events Jesus describes.  He first describes war, "nation will rise against nation...", natural disasters "great earthquakes...", persecution "but before all of this they will lay their hands on you...", persecution by family "you will be delivered up even by parents and brothers...", and death "you will be put to death".  It's as if Jesus just kept throwing in the punches--one blow after another.  How promising is a believers story line?  Well, then we get to last verses that are embedded in so much hope, "But not a hair of your head will perish. By your endurance you will gain your lives."  But we must ask how will a hair of our heads not perish after saying you will be put to death?  In verse 19 it says our endurance will gain us our life.  Enduring through hardships, trusting, having faith in the LORD that gives and takes away life and who is our portion for all eternity, and remembering that the sufferings of this day in age are temporary and don't measure up to the glory that awaits us, in Christ Jesus.  So yes, we will suffer here on earth and die, but ultimately we will not be destroyed.  Death was put to death by Christ on the cross for our terrible sin.   We deserved death but because of God's kindness, he provided his Son as a sacrifice to those who would see their own good deeds as worthless before a holy righteous God who demands perfection.  Thank God for giving us the perfect Son who met this righteous requirement and allowed us to put our faith in him and count the cost of following Christ and casting everything aside to have a deep, satisfying relationship with him. 

    Thank you Father for the promise of being with you and basking in your beauty and ultimate satisfaction.  Thank you for the reminder that the gospel is meant for us everyday, not just at our initial justification or profession of our faith.  In Christ name, AMEN.

     

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